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growing up an artist

Celebrating the creativity and innovation of young people, we collaborated with CRXSS PLATFXRM on a macro-Grown Up In Britain project.

CRXSS PLATFXRM artistic director Ivan Blackstock interviewed four young, emerging artists about their experiences growing up and how it has shaped who they are today and their creative practice. Check out the videos below or click on the artists to read the full interview.

Duran

Instagram: @duran_deedee
Age: 30
Location: North London
Artist Statement: As a multidisciplinary artist, my practice continues to change form as I do. I move between performing, mentoring, directing, styling and creating content for digital and live spaces using street dance style "Shway" as the centre of my expression.

Who were you a fan of growing up?

Growing up, I was a big fan of different kinds of music. I was remember being obsessed with The Spice Girls, Bee Gee’s, Michael Jackson, So Solid crew, Ms Dynamite and Jennifer Lopez.

What was your top tune growing up?

My top tune growing up was Stayin’ Alive by the Bee Gees. Saturday Night Fever was the first musical I went to in the west end in 1998 and it changed my life. I knew from then I wanted to perform. I learned the entire song and choreography and would do the dance absolutely everywhere.

What was your favourite look?

My favourite look now is the same as my favourite look growing up. I’m inspired by how my mum dressed me in boyish fits but with girly touches like an oversized sports tee, platform trainers and a ribbon tied around a pony tail

What was your best gig?

My best gig was working for Channel 4 random acts: Apple Z. I was the only performer for the entire video and it was my first time acting and dancing together. It was an opportunity to see what I could do with no one else to bounce off. I was pushed outside of my comfort zone and it made me realise what I’m capable of and the kind of work I want to pursue.

What was your worst gig?

My worst gig was for a well-known cosmetics brand. I was cast as a dance extra and paid well but I had to wait around for two days on set until I was used along with other extras. You didn’t see me and many other dancers in the final cut and it made me realise that I never want to be used in that way even if its paid. It was my worst but it taught me a great lesson in how important it is to be where I am valued and to seek work that allows me the chance to express myself fully.

What was your first showcase or performance?

My first performance as a solo dancer was in a dance battle at Trocadero underground in 2010. Before that I had performed in shows throughout school and college.

What is a memorable trip away?

A memorable trip away was in 2013 when I visited Stockholm, Sweden for a dance competition called STREET STAR. This trip changed me in many ways as it was the first time I was exposed to dancers from all over the world and I met so many amazing performers from different dance styles. It had the best after parties, and I made some great friends that got me into all the best clubs and showed me around the city.

Describe your teenage years?

My teenage years were a little crazy. I ran away from home at 15 and moved all over London with my boyfriend at the time. I was disowned by my very strict Turkish mum which ended up becoming my chance for freedom to find myself and do what I wanted. It was a really difficult time and I had to grow up fast so in a lot of ways I feel like I got to experience the ‘fun teenage years’ later on than most girls I knew.

Where was your favourite hang out spot?

Ever since I can remember, my favourite hangout spot has always been Camden Town. Camden helped me find my identity and creativity. You can dress as bold as you like there and no one will stare negatively. Every time I would feel down, it would always be the place that makes me feel better. Its changing a lot now unfortunately but I still feel comforted when I go there now.

Describe your teenage bedroom

My bedroom during my early teenage years had all my furniture placed around the edge of the room so that I could have space in the middle to dance after school. My carpet was worn out from dancing on it so much. I had a HiFi with loads of cd’s and cassette tapes that I would record music onto from pirate radio stations like Xtreme FM. The inside of all my cupboards and draws had writing and name tags from all my mates that would come over. It’s also where I would hang all my posters, and paintings. My mum didn’t like anything that looked messy so I could only do that stuff where I could hide it.

What were your creative inspirations then?

My creative inspirations then were music videos and fashion magazines. I was always very visual and would watch music video channels for hours. I was inspired by the different fashion, music, choreography, storylines and now I can see those inspirations showing through my current work.

What or who inspired you to be an artist?

I don’t think I can say one thing or one person inspired me. Everything that has happened in my life has directed me to that path. I chose to step into being an artist whilst learning that nothing else could fulfil me.

How are you staying creative during lock down?

During lockdown, I have continued to stay creative by allowing myself the freedom to be guided towards whatever enters my mind. Each day is different even in a time where the world seems to have stood still. I follow my own flow and keep creative with training dance, nunchaku and Kung Fu whip chain. I’ve also been painting, playing computer games and customising clothes.

m.i.c.

Instagram: @micantifa
Age: 28
Location: South Tottenham
Artist Statement: I have ambitions of becoming the premier grime artist. My love of musical experimentation will take me there.

Who were you a fan of growing up?

The first musician I was into was Wiley, at aged 13. In the years following that, I got into a really wide range of artists; Jme, Dizzee Rascal, Nas, Lupe Fiasco, Jamiroquai and Gorillaz & Coldplay. In my later teens, I become a big fan of Durrty Goodz and alternative metal, like and System of a Down and Deftones.

What was your top tune growing up?

Coming Undone With It - Dem Franchize Boyz and Korn. I had this on loop during my GCSEs.

What was your favourite look?

I bought a fake Bapesta hoodie on Ebay in Year 10, I think. I “liked” (STILL LIKE) pretty flamboyant clothes, so I had a lot of Phat Farm and FUBU from my American uncles when I was in secondary school.

What was your best gig?

My best ever show was probably Tyler, the Creator in 2013, at the O2 in Islington. I got a pink corduroy GOLF cap (that I still wear to this day). I took some polaroid’s (that I never got developed). I realised the kind of performer I wanted to be that day.

What was your worst gig?

Incubus in 2011, at Brixton Academy. The deadest!

What was your first showcase or performance?

I performed at a youth club like 5 years ago in deeeeep Enfield. The set up was really simple, but it was actually really fun, even though I had no idea what I was doing.

What is a memorable trip away?

Barcelona in 2018. I has just bought my Nintendo Switch, was in the beginning phases of writing my debut album and it was my first trip abroad for music ever. Big up Misbah for arranging that.

Describe your teenage years?

Traumatic, and then fun. And then traumatic again.

Where was your favourite hang out spot?

My bedroom.

Describe your teenage bedroom

Messy and covered in copies of Nintendo Official Magazine. I collected it for about 6 years, and had lots of obscure game memorabilia. I also had an old Mac in my room, which I used to use to make AMVs (anime music videos).

What were your creative inspirations then?

My main creative inspirations during my teenage years and my early twenties were the developers behind the video games I'm into. I saw the intricate worlds, the tapestries people like Shigeru Miyamoto, Satoshi Tajiri and Masahiro Sakurai had created, and I aspired to make things that were as enchanting as the game series they had created. Aside from that, I have had an avid interest in animation, so I often looked to the Studio Ghibli universe to be inspired.

What or who inspired you to be an artist?

An older friend named Jerome, who used to live near my old area. The guy was making so many beats everyday, and he was the sickest MC. He was also the first person to show me P Money, the MC who inspired some of my first bars.

How are you staying creative during lock down?

I am trying to improve my guitar playing, experiment more with my cooking and maintain a good fitness schedule.

will pegna

Instagram: @pgna_
Age: 25
Location: South East London
Artist Statement: Stemming from a prior investment in dance my art practice takes on a multidisciplinary approach. At the moment I am gravitating towards movement direction and composition, specifically looking at conceptual logistics behind the creative and athletic processes of a physical performer. My artistic trajectory is malleable to the ideas that interest me at the time but underlying themes and aesthetics continue to emerge. I take to working in performance, video, drawing and text within my processes.

Who were you a fan of growing up?

I’m not sure I was that fanatical about anyone specifically for that long growing up but I remember being really into Jay Adams (the skater). There are some Breakers I really considered super human - Mouse, Luigi, Thesis, F.E.

What was your top tune growing up?

The Cinematic Orchestra ft. Roots Manuva - All Things To All Men.

What was your favourite look?

I remember getting my first Stoney. It was the ‘Raso Gommato Waxed Tortoise camo’ jacket. I had these Our Legacy Vans too...Thought I was the bizniz.

What was your best gig?

I remember loosing my shit watching Gorillaz play Clint Eastwood and bring Snoop Dogg on at Glastonbury 2010. Yeah that was wild.

What was your worst gig?

There was this clown once that brought me up on stage when I was younger. He made me look like a fool, doing little tricks to make me fall over and stuff. I think it was funny for the audience but I remember being pisssssed haha!

What was your first showcase or performance?

I did circus school for a little bit when I was younger. They did a small showing for like parents or whatever...and I did this front flip into a coat.

What is a memorable trip away?

First time in South Korea. I was 15 I think. A complete culture shock and back then the Korean Breakin’ scene was formidable.

Describe your teenage years?

Mostly dancing, training for competitions, heading to London a lot from Bristol to train with Soul Mavericks (one of my crews) hanging with friends, discovering Adobe Photoshop, making art and I did a fair bit of travelling. I injured both my knees when I was 18 which had a massive impact to my dancing - but in the long run it helped me to discover fine art so I wouldn’t change it.

Where was your favourite hang out spot?

There was this one subway we would all go too after school, to be cheeky kids and chat to girls haha. That was year 8/9 school times.

Describe your teenage bedroom

I had a bunk bed which I never used. I opted for a mattress on the floor instead. At one point i had a projector in my room which was a crazy set up with the Xbox. I filled my walls with drawings, posters and just cut outs from like Carhartt magazines and Stussy look books.

What were your creative inspirations then?

I was super inspired by my first Breakin’ teachers: Resha (Joel Daniels) and Wilkie (Branson) of then Physical Jerks and Champloo crew . Also Joey D, Poe One were dope all round. There was this one short film by Last Night in Paris called “PURE” that inspired me.

What or who inspired you to be an artist?

I think from an early age it was pretty engrained in me. My dad made street theatre and my mum was a musician. They did some amazing projects and shows back then and it was just part of my upbringing. I guess that is the starting point.

How are you staying creative during lock down?

umm, I’ve been going through the footage of my last exhibition in February called “All Terrain Training”. This was a performance piece I choreographed, performed in London at 226Honeymoon (The artist studio and Gallery I work with). My mum actually did the sound on that one. Oh and I’m painting a massive rainbow on the side of our house - Shout out to the NHS!

tracy sada

Instagram: @tracysada
Age: 29
Location: Kent, but South London at hear
Artist Statement: I am a musician. I am a producer. I am a visual artist. I am doing my bit, following my dreams and changing the world.

Who were you a fan of growing up?

I loved Britney and Nsync like I would always look forward to their performances on MTV.

Then my teenage years was where I was shifting towards Hiphop and Grime. My father would bring these bootleg dvds from Nigeria which were a compilation of hiphop music videos from Jay Z to Ja Rule. My brother and I would just sit and watch for hours. I would also spend time going to the library just to listen to Dizzee Rascal.

What was your top tune growing up?

Skepta- Private Caller
Kelis - Bossy
Jay Z - Hard Knock Life
Dizzee- Just a Rascal
Nelly - Flap Your Wings
Ja Rule - Thug Loving Ft Bobby Brown

What was your favourite look?

Always gold eye shadow, black eyeliner and chunky boots.

What was your best gig?

Not gonna lie, I think every gig is a great gig. I’m just grateful to perform and have an audience that sees my creativity and vision.

What was your worst gig?

I was performing in Peckham one time and the strap of my dress popped mid performance. I caught the strap just in time before anything “popped out”. The audience cheered me on though. LOL

What was your first showcase or performance?

The first time I performed was at a jam night / community gathering called Steez. Steez was a well known night where a bunch of south London artists used to hang out on the last Sunday of the month. Always packed, such good vibes. So I summoned up the courage to get on the mic and from there I knew I need to do music.

What is a memorable trip away?

To be honest, I have “2 hour coach trips to Brighton, Bournemouth and Portsmouth” stories to brag about. I love the sea.

Describe your teenage years?

A undocumented girl living in south London, sharing a room with her mother and brother. Surviving!

Where was your favourite hang out spot?

Deptford market for the cheap stuff.

Describe your teenage bedroom

Didn’t have one but I used to make collages of my dream bedroom though. I remember that much.

What were your creative inspirations then?

I loved going to galleries and museums. I was in love music videos by Hype Williams. I stalked Pharrell Williams fan pages. I loved Kanye West’s Graduation Album. I loved zines and blogs like WAH Magazine and Concrete loop. I loved going on Style.com so I could recreate the latest trends with charity shop finds.

What or who inspired you to be an artist?

My family and my 3 year old self.

How are you staying creative during lock down?

Using all my resources and creating the best out of what I have. I am finishing my Ep which will be out soon. So doing lots of Skype sessions with my producer and using YouTube to get more skills. This lockdown will make people a lot stronger.

videos

Duran
MIC
Will-Pegna
Tracy